At 14 Crabbe was diagnosed with anorexia nervosa and body dysmorphia: “I was convinced I was fat and disgusting and needed to lose more weight.” For years she concealed how unwell she was, until the physical symptoms became impossible to ignore. Her body began shutting down – severe fatigue, low blood pressure, hearing loss and dizziness: “There’s hair that grows all over your body, because it’s trying to keep itself warm.”